we had a good day. :) joshua slept til 8am (thought it felt like he was waking up at 5... lately i feel like i could sleep for days). we lounged around all morning... read books to joshy in bed, watched tv, had breakfast, coffee, such. after lunch we finally got ourselves together and took joshua to pet paradise. i used to go there all the time when i was young... i thought joshua might enjoy seeing all the birds and fish. he did! he was causious but kept saying "wooooow.... cooooooool...". hes a doll. :)

we got some slushes from sonic and came home. while ry went to meet pastor mike at barnes and noble i watched "rachael getting married". eh, it was alright. sort of depressing. at least i can scratch it off my list of movies to see. yes, i have a list. :) i love red box, haha.

when he came home we cooked dinner, i went to see my mom for a couple of hours, stopped by food lion for some groceries, and jonothan was here when i got back. theyre off at brandons bachelor party right now. im really going to try to stay awake so we can watch "wanted" together when he gets back.

i cant wait for tomorrow. im not sure why... maybe its because ryan isnt working any overtime this saturday. he's been going in for that a lot lately. i know we need the money, im just so selfish with my time with him.
i bought pancake mix, strawberries, bananas and bacon for breakfast in the morning. mmmm.
he has worship practice at 12, then i have roses bridal shower at 7.

ryan starts leading worship for the 10am service this sunday. i really believe its come at the perfect time... God's been doing so much in our hearts and lives the past few months. looking back i can see how carefully and beautifully he was lining up the pieces. chipping away at the mess. i feel like we have a clear, unhindered future for our family. money can still be tight; there are still worries and fears that can come and go. but my heart is light. im learning what it means to let go. to forgive. to feel loved. what more do i need? i'm in awe at how He works. humbled. blessed.

unhindered
adjective
not slowed or blocked or interfered with; "an outlet for healthy and unhampered action";


let my roots go down deep...