it was a good day. a long day, though. ryan and i are tired... too tired to put joshua to bed. not really physically tired, just mentally drained. we're over the sippy cups, the messes and the whining. i would really like him to go to bed right about now... on his own... no effort on my part. ah, the days...

i ordered a dress for the weddings on april 11th. i found it on target.com. a maternity dress, extra small thank god, "sea grape" in color. there were other black dresses i liked better but black doesnt feel appropriate for a spring wedding. its a jersey knit so it'll be comfortable and ill wear it with big earrings and my white flats. problem solved.

roses bridal shower is tonight.
then im coming home to ryan and i cant wait.