i was craving snickerdoodles tonight so i made a big batch. they came out pretty good... too many for me and joshy to eat, though, so ry will have to bring some to work. :)

im meeting priscilla for a picnic lunch tomorrow. theres something awesome about picnic food, don't you think? on the menu: sandwiches, chips, pickle spears, and baby carrots w/ ranch. mmm! we usually meet every week for lunch and take turns bringing the food. i like our talks. :)

im really missing julie and jaci tonight... it doesnt seem fair that two of my closest friends moved away. im julies matron of honor in her wedding coming up, and tonight i talked to j on the phone for almost two hours... we've all kept up but it isnt the same. so much changed so fast. im full of memories.

by the end of this summer i will have two children. two. TWO. its unbelievable to me. my stomach is getting bigger by the day but im not sure how much of this has set in.
how will i do this?
what will happen to me and ryan?
will i still have time to look cute and kiss my husband??
ha. all of the same questions whizzed through my head when i was pregnant with joshua. we'll figure it out. our marriage has to come first... the greatest heartbreak would be to lose ryan as my best friend. as long as he's happy, im happy. :) as long as we're counting the hours until we see eachother every day, and rolling around in bed into the wee hours of the morning, never running out of things to talk and laugh about... then im good.

im good.

its all good.

*breathe*