i feel terrible. i feel like i kept joshua in his crib for far too long, waiting for him to fall asleep and take a nap. normally i'd just get him up after a half hour or so but i knew i was going to priscillas tonight and didnt want him to be a terror. anyway, he did eventually fall asleep after an hour, a couple of rockings and half a bottle. he's teething so everything is a lot harder.

i spent the morning cleaning... i mean REALLY cleaning. dusting, scrubbing, clearing out, organizing, vacuuming, sweeping, polishing, the works. i don't mind it, i've always been this way. very clean and tidy. i thought i'd losen up after having a baby but joshy just makes me want things even cleaner so he's not crawling around in mess and breathing in dust and such. 

im watching cher on oprah and she is just so silly. cher, i mean. those outfits are ridiculous. calm down you old lady you. youre 61! youre so botoxed you can hardly open your eyes, let alone smile. you should be able to enjoy facial expressions at your ripe old age. and oh man, those costumes. they seriously scare me. if i had a nightmare i think cher would be in it, dressed up as some zebra looking thing on crack. shes so crazy.

usually i really appreciate days like this... hazy and cloudy with a little rain. but i really wanted to take joshy to the pool. oh well.